Shy girl

Shy girl,shy girl
don't shy away
-Cascades-
This is the song(by the Cascades) that describes me as a human being.

I'm a shy girl.My friends always tell me that i seldom communicate with other people,especially those people which i do not know.
That is true,i do not start the talk to those people which i do not know or those people who are not close to me,that is because i do not know what they would like to talk about,and i do not want to be put in shame.
I am the type of girl who talks when another person(which i know) starts the talk.
Even my mother always confront me for being such a shy lady.
She told me that when i was just a lass of about 3 years of age,i always hide under the sofa when their are persons which i do not know visits us.
I am even shy to my cousins and even to my family.They always mistook my shyness as overconfidence. Maybe that is why my sister always say that i am not nice when it comes to performance.
But so far,it was only she that gave a comment to me like that. And i am glad about it..


I am also the type of girl who hides my feelings to myself.
I do not want other people to know what my problems are.That is because I am shy.
As long as i can keep my emotions inside myself,i will.
For me, their is no reason for them to know what i am feeling because there is no big thing there..


During my elementary years,i am not like today,I am not very shy at that time.
Maybe it is because i knew them very well.
I do start the talk even if they will not like it,because i like what i am doing.
I am shy when there are a lot of people around me,but when I am alone,
I do the things which i usually do not do if there are many people.
For example,I say things that i do not talk in the class,i sing when there are no people and most of all,I do facial expressions like snubbing and pouting.But I only do that when there are no people ha.

I think i have already given all the reasons why i am shy.
To tell again,it is my nature.I am really shy,but not at all times.
I am now starting to have a little confidence in myself so that people will not say that i do not communicate with them..
I now realize that it is very important to have self-confidence.
If i will have that,then people will never call me the shy girl who always become shy in front of them.
They will not call me the "makahiya" type of girl who always closes its leaves when a stranger passes by..

So,I think I should end up here...Enjoy reading